DO or DIE

I KNOW NOW WHAT I MUST DO

I need a miracle.

Wrong words, wrong timing, wrong person.

I'll make this short and sour.

The truth will remain the truth, regardless of how warped it may sound coming from a false tongue.

The eyes of the sober see everything, despite the assumed delusions of hidden desires and feelings. Such an assumption is a lie, which I consider crass and inappropriate...

Nevertheless, despicable.

The bond which never was and the kiss never shared will remain WHAT THEY ARE...

Mere figments of your drug induced imagination.

Let sleeping dragons lie, lest they devour your blind head in all it's intelligence.

For as long as I care, and these sober eyes can see, you shall not harm her. Count on it.

Oh, and if you think this entry is all about YOU, don't ask, because it probably is.

When Superstition Attacks

Superstition...blech

THIS happened a couple of days ago..





Is it really true? The 7 years thingy, i mean.

Whoo. Random.

MIERDA!

Lets see...

What's it gonna be now, Guvna?
Has reality finally found it's way into that thick skull of yours?
Good.

Talking about the couldhavebeens...

Perhaps before, surely.
When the whole concept was an exciting little thing which perked the both of you up.
There was a time when you brought fascination, dreaminess, even charm.
Alas, you've gotten stale, and yes, it is YOUR FAULT.

Nothing has been more generous to you, than TIME.
You had it all. You knew you did.
Yet, you hesitated. You just had to look back twice.
The world literally cut corners for you

and still...

You lost focus.
You got high on the most publicly available drug this side of town

PARANOIA

What happens now?...

Lets see...

Chim Chimmeny Cheroo

Let me backtrack to last night, as I always do.

Allow me to blog about this. My lil big sis humored me. You don't see that every day..

Bruce and I were having dinner, talking seriously (for once) while gobbling down something I can't quite remember (it had chicken, I'm sure). I was nearly done, when all of a sudden (like a cramp) a random question popped into my mind.

Gardo the herculean exemplar a.k.a Me: Bruce, ano bang mga idea mo regarding lurve? (in my sweet taglish accent)

With that said, Bruce sat up from her usual slouch with a fierce look in her eyes, and began quoting her classmate (so she said) in every exact detail.

Bruce: Kuya, there is no LOVE. There are only two things certain in this world. GOOD LOOKS and ATTRACTION TO GOOD LOOKS (all that said with complete facial expressions, hand gestures and food spewing from her mouth. She obviously could relate to what she said).

I just sat there, with my bewildered look, lost my appetite, then laughed.

And, that's all...

What? Expected more? Perhaps a realization?...Nah.

I just thought Bruce looked funny talking seriously about love with food flying from her mouth. You would too. XD

On a more seruous noe, however...

Moral:

Like, whatever. We all look good. End of story. No questions asked.

I think I'm going insane.

Russian Rouletteness

Morning: STOIC and food-less

Afternoon: JOYNESS sa piling ng barkada sa bahay ni Rashid. Kabaliwan ang nanaig, at musika ang siyang naririnig

This made my day

While on a jeep home...

Rexy: Sige nga Jolo...
Jolo: Ano nanaman?
Rexy: Sigaw ka nga...
Jolo: Ng ano?
Rexy: HOLDAP

Basically, HALF of the afternoon involved us (Rex, Reg, Jolo-man, and maself) daring each other to do the dumbest, most hilarious (for us) things (too stupid to mention) beginning with "sige nga" (yes I know, we're all just kids after all).

With two of us being semi-drunk, it was all laughing while semi-reminiscing. Huwat a day. That's all I can truly say.

Got new music, courtesy of Shid's vast music collection (not too vast, but way vast-ER than mine. XD).

Fruitful.

EVENING: STOIC and DEPRESSING

Wik Wiki Waaaaw

JC's LIST OF STUFF HE WOULD MOST LIKELY REVEAL IN A BLOG ENTRY IN AN ATTEMPT TO FOOL EVERYONE DUE TO APRIL 1 BEING APRIL FOOL'S DAY

1. Coming out of the closet.

2. Terminal illness

3. In love with a stripper who bought me a drank

4. Would "reveal" that he is a lecherous bastard (not that he MIGHT be)

5. Is adopted

6. Got hit by a parked car

7. Is depressed, wanting to commit suicide through self strangulation

8. Is a pedophile (ACK?!)

9. Caught STD by borrowing money

10. Is betrothed to his 65 year old neighbor


Here's 10. So, to avoid sullying my credibility (any further), I'll just go all out and greet everyone, one helluva HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY.


Just a Fool's Day thought:

Why do fools fall in love?...
Maybe because they can (diba?)